I am glad you are on the upswing and recovery. I do that negative thinking sometimes and have to stop and realize what I have to be grateful for and see things a little differently.
I am an eclectic, green witch of 9 years, and have yet to find my "path", but I will follow where it leads me.
Do you have family or familiars?
Both.
I have a beautiful, smart, talented and disarming 40+ daughter,one aging chow mix, companion (Romeo), and 2 grand puppies (Dolby and Murphy)and 1 grand kitten (Sushi).